I don’t know where I belong

I decided to go to a college that was the longest distance from home that anyone in my family had gone. Not having many friends, I was set on going through sorority recruitment. I fell head over heels for one chapter that I could totally be myself with. They say as soon as you feel yourself around them, you know its the chapter for you. Unfortunately, I wasn’t asked back to this chapter, but I was asked back to two chapters that I had absolutely no connections with. Don’t get me wrong, they were great girls, but I could not see myself in their sorority even after going back to the houses (more than once) to give them a chance. So I dropped. I made a couple friends throughout the recruitment process, but they all got bids to the chapters they wanted, and so I am alone. I have no one. My roommate doesn’t even want to spend time with me. I don’t know what clubs to join, I’m depressed, my self esteem and confidence have plummeted. I don’t know where I belong.